My meanderings through the veil.
As above, so below. Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. The word of the law is THELEMA. True unassuaged will Everything is sacred. Even work or school can be training ground for balance for power. Look at the macrocosmic tree, its energies, essences, spirits, and attributes of the sephira. Use the elemental energies and all and bring a balance. You will be becoming the imagio Dei. An image of the divine on earth. Use it psychologically too. You’ll develop Magick along the way to help others. And be a Christ as you bring energy balance and harmony. Be the center. Where force I’d balanced into form. You will be complete. You will be more than human. Higher consciousness. Contentment. Occult knowledge and power and can be a vital change on the universe. As it goes. Remember as above so below. Take principles of nature and spirit and add them. Your will will line up with the Divine Will. Thus making you a divine agent. You are a star. Find your will. Do it. And you will be linked with the macrocosm.

Rev. Fr. Ibrahim. 93 93/93

Do thou this:

Think of your name. Now. If you have titles or suffixes think of that too. Now think of life and death. Now think of rebirth. You weren’t that name then were you? You may have had no titles. Your body will die and rot. You aren’t your body. You aren’t your name or your body. There lies within you a higher self that lives and we dont know that name…yet. The higher self and the immortal parts of the soul live on.

You are not defined by your body image.

You are not defined by your name.

You are not defined by money or possessions.

You are not defined by biological sexual orientation.

Or any other physical attribute or condition.

You are defined by the Deity in you.

Rev. Fr. Ibrahim (Aaron) Watson

“Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the Law, Love under will.” The Flip the switch. Mania gone. Depression and Agression here. At least I get paid on Tuesday. Until then…LOTS of MEDITATION, and focusing on the positive, the present, and focus on Tiphareth, the realm of the Christ energy. I’ll get through this. Eye of the tiger. 93

If anyone is struggling with illness and needs to talk, Fr. Ibrahim, B.A. at your service, message me, and as soon as I get to a computer I will talk to you. :) God bless. 93

This is me doing the cinnamon challenge. Watch me almost choke! Bahahaha. This is my first video. :)

I’m gonna try to get back on the article stuff based on Kaballah and Occultish stuff soon. My brain hasn’t been cooperating and I forget what I have already discussed. I’ll probably talk about the benefits of elemental magick as I practice it. I’m focusing on Earth this month, get real acquainted with it, harness it, and post different spells and rituals to learn to contain it. It is somewhat Kaballistic. As there are elemental grades on the Tree. I like to go back and work with other parts, as I feel that even if we are on the Tiphareth side, we can always go back and learn more. Never stop. :)
http://ex-churchofchrist.com/

If there is anyone else out there that is dealing with having left or being dejected from the church of Christ DENOMINATION (though they claim to not be, they mostly claim to be the true church, **cough**cult **cough**) this is a helpful group. If anyone who was CofC reads this and wants to talk about our experiences to get over them, I am here. There is no religion but God. And God takes on many names. And our ways of reaching this Divine are as myriad as there are humans. Our worship is like a fingerpainting. It may be crummy and all over the place, but God still puts it on His/Her refrigerator and gives you a big cosmic hug. :)

Rev. Ib. 93

I have decided that starting over is painful, but amazing at the same time. I am reading about how to overcome the anger after leaving a cult, and talking with people who have been there. Its nice to know I wasn’t the only sucker. :) I know I left a cult 5 years ago, but I never properly dealt with it. Now is that time. Send encouraging vibes and such my way!!! :D

If you are wondering, the cult was the church of Christ. I was a “Minister” for them for like 5 years before “I messed up” and they “threw me away”. And made my life a living hell. :) Thus, I have decided to officially renounce them, and start moving on in my therapy to get over my anger with the CofC.  I can’t let them enslave me any  longer. I have no problem with baptism per se, as a mystic rite, but their way of doing it is to make a proselyte of hell. So today, I renounce my baptism under them and any other rite I may have received under them (including my marriage which I am now divorced from anyway. hahaha)

Wow, how nifty. I gained followers on my hiatus. I figured no one would want to read my stuff cause it was all old. Nature decided to give me a stomach virus which had me down for the count. Luckily it was only a 24 hour bug. I feel a bit weak still and am on a diet of rice and water today. Gosh it was horrid. But I did a lot of thinking on spirituality and stuff. I’m sure once I am up to par, I will put it into print and share it with you all. :)
Practical Kaballah up in here: Look at the tree of life. Study it. Learn each sephara’s attributes, and angels, etc. Look for correlations. Learn the “Psychic” part of the Kaballah, and use it as a guide for your life. If you feel that you are overly aggressive for example, balance yourself out with a Chesed meditation to balance out the Geburah, etc. The tree teaches balance as well as energy. Learn of the Parts of the Soul. Kether is the Yechidah or divine spark, Chokhmah is the Chiah or Will (true), and Binah or wisdom is the seat of the Neshemah, or Intuitive part of the higher part of the soul. The Ruach is seated in Tiphareth. Yesod is the seat of the Nephesh, or animal soul. Don’t let the Nephesh be the ruler, let your Ruach guide you to illumination. Within the Ruach are, Memory, will, Imagination, desire, and rationality. Let those control the animal desires, and yet, seek further to go up to the Neshemah and Chiah, all the way to YOUR divine spark the Yechidah. Let’s join together to be “more than human”.

Pax et Lux my dear friends and followers who hopefully I can bring some inspiration to. If you want help and guidance in Gnostic Teaching and the Kabbalistic Tradition, message me, and I will be happy to help you.

Rev. Deac. Ibrahim, your friend in the light. All of you. :)

I need to post more. This bipolar is kicking my ass. Now that I’m medicated I’m having to relearn life and emotions and crap. Not. Fun. At. All.

So send me ideas on what to discuss, cause my mind is fried at the moment. :)